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Addiction... Addiction... by Siya by: Oasis

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Addiction....
I want to do....have to do ..should do....must do .....I want to do only this and nothing else......
A extreme craving to do it......
A valnerable state of mind.....
Control over want to do lost and become survival need........
Emotional dependance that is beyond voluntary control and withdrawal of it can lead to mental imbalance...........
Sometimes that want to do it become so intense... that when I don\'t want to do that ...all bad consequences of want influence mind and regular routine in such a way that I feel helpless and built enormous temptation to give in my desire.............
If I decided to give fixed period to that thing or my want.. so it can\'t affect me...but whole time when I not doing that thing my mind goes on that thing only...whenever my mind get free I think about that.......mind searching for excuse to do it early...... repeatedly.... my every work...way of doing... thinking process...adjustment.. all are in fevour of that thing only.....while doing anything ...some part of mind always on that want only..
Still I say this is controlled behavioral Addiction.......
In uncontrolled addiction everything is in severe form........
Each action.. reaction.. emotion.. relation.. r under influence and in minor place....
Nothing seems important...
I want it on any cost ..and I don\'t care if anyone feel bad or sad.............
I will be happiest person if I spend every minutes while doing that..........
If I can\'t do it easily... then I can go for illegal and unethical way..........
Even though some day for some reason I have to leave this ....my first action will be to finish that reason.....not my want........
We all are addicted to something but we don\'t get that we are addicted..... or we never think it is addiction.........
First it become part of life ...after that life become part of that addiction............
Actually sometimes our day today life seems very dull ...useless but it become excited happening when I do that thing ...n finally it set in my mind that ...that want is harmless.. and after that it become ur habit ..then need ....and then finally addiction.. ....
Even though if i stop to do that I get restless ......mad ......anger started to built in me.... ..unknowingly......... At that point that want is not crucial but still I can\'t wait or can\'t stop...... ......somewhere I know this happiness is self destructive but I want it more n more............
If you want to overcome any addiction.... never leave abruptly... first give some time to our mind to digest the idea ...thought.....
Its like rubber band ...leaving abruptly means stretching it with all force but it will hit back with more force.....more speed...so take some time ....leave it step by step .....slowly.... knowingly....
We can do it.........

21 11 13 - 03:54:28

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Addiction... Addiction... by Siya : Recent Comments

- Oasis

Stay away from every addiction ...see how ur life become beautiful

15 11 14-22:56:08

- ZeRo

Hmmmm....I was addicted to smoking n took me lots of time n patience to quit:)

23 11 13-17:19:16

 

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